i miss the city,so much. Im suppose to be on the alexa chung show tommorow,i didnt realize my life was going to be this complicated at this point. But non the less ill be 20 minutes or less away from the city,and thats closer then where i am now. I think i miss the winter in the city with you,or the fall. I miss bk with you, on bedford,god..ill never forget all these memories, never. so many band practice nights on the LES and williamsburg,ill miss the bridge the most with you,and halloween in the city with you. Being without you in the city is like loosing apart of me that i dont ever want to let go. Its everything ive always knew,its where we first hung out,at a rooftop party,who would have known. i miss the city as much as i miss you,but the city without you by my side wont ever be the same.. ill be in all the same spots,see our favorite diner,see the practice space and all the graffiti we loved. its probably one of the hardest things im going to have to face up to. i remember the time you spotted JarrodGorbel in that mexican food spot,and i spotted adam on bedford huuuh. the honorary title brings out so many emotions in me haha,mostly sad ones. Well atleast i have something to relate too.

THINGS IM EXCITED FOR :

decorating

my shoes

my credit card

getting the hell out of this house.

being independant

getting a job

passing the time.

………….i just wish it was with you by my side.