so as i woke up this morning in a great mood,it slowly developed into a sad one,no matter what i do, i cannot get this or you out of my head. Its almost as if im infected with you,and there’s no cure that can cure me of this feeling. As much of the shitty things you’ve done over the last week,or should i say year,i still have this unbearable love for you. You were my other half,truly my other half. My best friend,i told you things i probably will never tell anyone else. Its almost as if you died. It kinda feels that way,in my eyes im not viewing the same person i fell utterly inlove with. I still dont understand how a week later you could hangout with another girl,and do the exact same things we did. Its as if you never knew me. You directly replaced me,and lied to me about it. I will never get your logic,or your explanations to  why you did it. or ’ why your not doing anything wrong’ . You know how much you mean to me and our relationship meant/means. I guess its just one of those things ill never understand,and ill have to let go of.